Me
Im violet and i want to put cool things into the world. this page is one of those things and will play host to my other things. i like making and enjoying weird art. i program, design, draw, 3D model and tinker with electronics as a hobby. i'm also gonna try to learn how to make music, in theory. very rarely i write. i type on this website like im making notes or texting people.
NEW THING ALERT!!!
this is where the Latest Thing I Made (or just want to show people) goes.
I released a game!Stuff I'm working on right now:
- this fuckin piece of shit website
- the untitled rpg maker thing on my itch.io (eternally on the backburner)
- an odd little game that i can most succinctly describe as "danganronpa on the funger 2 train"
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
i first started actually building this website x days ago
dont expect consistent updates im too scatterbrained for all that. it took 88 days before i made my media page look interesting
mini blog/update thing i guess
06/05/2025
lol i forgot i had a website. anyway i made a new game! go check it out over on my itch.io
07/11/2024
i graduated from university and got a good grade. go me. god that was fucking boring. anyway everything on this site is outdated as shit and honestly i might rip it all up and start again if the mood takes me. i like the page about media and shit but i think it could do with a facelift but the rest of the site needs one first. since twitter is going to shit and every alternative is somehow even less attractive to me i might take a serious look at this site soon.
26/05/2024
almost done with uni... hurhgrhgurhgrughrg
10/03/2024
this third year of university shit got hands. site will probably start improving again in like six months
10/01/2024
I survived the new year I've just been busy af updates will trickle in eventually
16/11/2023
Watching Twin Peaks rn. It's giving me motivation to make the media page better so i can talk about this weird ass show
1/11/2023
Wrote up some thoughts on SMT Nocturne (finally) and realised how restrictive and ugly the format I've built for myself is. dedicated SMT page coming soon(?)
1/11/2023
ok so i got bored of i3 because it doesn't have any cool animations and I was interested in trying Wayland so I switched window manager on my laptop to hyprland with no DE (it looks like this now, I also switched to using EWW for the widgets/bars) and it took wayyy too long but now that's done I can finally write up my thoughts on SMT nocturne since i beat that a few days ago. took me long enough lol
15/9/2023
after like 3 weeks of using linux mint with cinnamon i got bored and switched to Arch with KDE Plasma with the window manager swapped for i3. I spent like 3 days configuring it (it looks like this now) so that + moving back to uni has thrown me off my webmistressry game i'll probably add more shit here soon. i havent even finished smt 3 yet so the review for that getting fleshed out is on the horizon
15/9/2023
Installed Linux on my laptop and now I'm realising that the fonts I picked dont display properly on here. Great
8/9/2023
ok im pretty much done after not touching it at all yesterday. the wallpaper on the fake desktop is just mine lol it's a screenshot of my ffxiv character i took with a reshade setting and hue shifted in photoshop
UPDATE: NEW MEDIA PAGE IS LIVE!!! GO CHECK IT OUT!!! (its still just games rn but i'll add a cool little kinda-diegetic interface for switching that around soon i promise. i wanna talk about movies)
6/9/2023
guys im finally making the media section less fucking ugly but itll take a few days i think
27/8/2023
I remembered I have a hacked N3dsXL recently and I've been playing the shit out of shin megami tensei 4. I got pretty close to the end of the chaos route and realised I fucking hate it. I really love the game but both the law and chaos routes are completely fucking insane. the law route pretends to be about two-step utilitarianism, but the reality of the situation is that God is just as fallible as any other demon and clearly not as omniscient and omnipotent as the angels would like you to believe, meaning that whole route is actually just a puritanical genocide done in service of the arbitrary whims of a demon. Meanwhile the chaos route is just "FUCK GOD KILL EVERYONE!!!!!!!" with some weird might-makes-right fascist-lite barbarism sprinkled on top. I could get behind this as a tragic story of two men shaped by their environments and taken advantage of by forces greater than themselves to serve as pawns in their grand designs or whatever if there wasn't a neutral ending, but there is. and it's a giant fucking pain in the ass to get. and I went balls deep into the chaos route because I didn't know how bad it would turn out to be. And now I barely feel like continuing because my save from before the alignment lock is like 20 levels of progress behind where I'm currently at. I'm a little mad. Honestly, this would be a 9/10 if the alignment system was less opaque and the character development was a little less contrived. I'll probably load my save and grind through to the neutral ending once I have access to weed again. In the meantime I'm gonna play strange journey and Nocturne. I fucking love shin megami tensei man lmao
20/7/2023
check out my shitty godot mech game I made for a game jam. I kinda hate it and wish I made something else but by the time I started feeling like that the sunk-cost fallacy had kicked in so instead I just procrastinated working on it and it ended up even worse than it would have otherwise. It looks cool though and I learned a lot making it, so I guess it was worth it.
14/7/2023
media page now slightly more fleshed out, but only with videogames. will look into a way to switch between forms of media (probably with javascript?)
like 20 minutes after the last one lol
i have no idea how im gonna make this webpage look cool. lmao (also i have no content for the other pages. fear and hunger ramble on the media page soon ?)
9/7/2023
i haven't updated this shit in forever. go look at the new github link it has a useful little godot thing on it. also i'm making the other pages now finally
Silliness n shit
being pretentious as hell but in like an 85%-jokey way is rly funny to me. i just changed this section's title from "Posts" to "Visions, Ramblings: Posts." and giggled at it for like 30 seconds
13/6/2023
This is a good video . i agree
Home Page Political Statement
im on neocities so of course i hate internet homogenisation + social media shit. also im a communist. trans rights are worker's rights are black rights etc global proletariat revolution now etc etc. assimilationists and puritans are idiots and i think girls with weird kinks that do drugs are hot. discourse about fictional character sex is for children. who cares. dont bring that shit around me
fav stuff rn
very much subject to change- song: i dunno man. check in with me later
- album: COLD VISIONS, bladee
- game: Umineko No Nako Koro Ni
- fighting game: Melty Blood Actress Again: Current Code
- manga: One Piece
- book: Franz Kafka - The Castle
temporary mascot
check this thing out. is it a cat? check my rpg maker "game" out on itch
Check it out. Badge
I made a little badge. featuring the little mascot creature i've been cooking up in blender for months bc i keep forgetting about it/losing motivation
